oh God.

[frelsingi]

we've barely entered aries and the fights are already brewing online.  guess that means i need to keep grounded offline.

housesitting extension = free joy.

spring equinox = late night freedom and hearth heat.

i feel broken.  running all over and starting to see how the pieces fit because i watched them fall away.

finding joy is easier.  seeking pain is going out of style.  i can't derive any satisfaction from porn anymore it seems. . .

today's sunlight seems a lot safer than the darkness of the cave.  i need to be there and say hello.

i need love.

i want bird.