1 week down....63 to go
so yeah its been a week now since the man left. Its been.... well boring as sin. I've gotten a little bit of packing done. Most of the books and extra computer supplies are boxed up. The hardest part is getting boxes. Now I know every one keeps saying just go ask at the grocery store/liquor store, but you see therein lies the problem. God do i hate talking to people. Not as a general rule or anything I'm not completely opposed to conversation but I get all anxious talking to people I dont know. Especially when I'm just going around begging for stuff. I dunno, definately just not an outgoing person whatsoever. Oh well i suppose I'll suck it up in the next week so I can get this shit done before the guys get here. There's some good motivation, I think kurt and beau would kill me if there was still a ton of packing to do when they got here heh. On the up side I've gotten rid of like 4 trash bags worth of crap so far, mexillent.
As for me I've been okay i guess. Sleep hasn't been too hard to come by so far, but my attention span is shot. Usually when this occurs I can at least read, but not even that is holding my attention *sigh* oh well. The gals from Qwest keep threatening to hang out with me, but so far nadda. My phone has been a paper weight lately, nobody but dad really has called heh. I have however talked to Red and Kurt on AIM which has been cool. Oh and I did go see Martian Child in the theater a couple days ago. It was very sweet, I cried a little :) The dog is his same crazy self. He's still pretty itchy but since he hasn't made any new bald spots I'm not too worried.
I did get an email from the man a couple days ago, he's doing good was pretty much the gist of it, that and he misses us all. I'm hoping to get another email from him soon or even better a phone call this weekend, that would be awesome.
Okay well with that I'll leave you with the lyrics to a song Tom says describes his Army experience lol
"Animal I Have Become"
- Three Days Grace
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)
I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)
As for me I've been okay i guess. Sleep hasn't been too hard to come by so far, but my attention span is shot. Usually when this occurs I can at least read, but not even that is holding my attention *sigh* oh well. The gals from Qwest keep threatening to hang out with me, but so far nadda. My phone has been a paper weight lately, nobody but dad really has called heh. I have however talked to Red and Kurt on AIM which has been cool. Oh and I did go see Martian Child in the theater a couple days ago. It was very sweet, I cried a little :) The dog is his same crazy self. He's still pretty itchy but since he hasn't made any new bald spots I'm not too worried.
I did get an email from the man a couple days ago, he's doing good was pretty much the gist of it, that and he misses us all. I'm hoping to get another email from him soon or even better a phone call this weekend, that would be awesome.
Okay well with that I'll leave you with the lyrics to a song Tom says describes his Army experience lol
"Animal I Have Become"
- Three Days Grace
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)
I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself
Somebody wake me from this nightmare
I can't escape this hell
(This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this animal)
So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal I have become)