Oct 21, 2008 12:45
Ya, I was there. I don't recall why or who I was with... But ya, I was there. No, but seriously. If any of my friends still read this thing let me know.
I just keep wondering why I have to be so damn picky when it comes to women. Oh, yeah, my ex. I still love her to death, but man, she drove me nuts. I guess I just need someone one my same level. I had that once. But I let her slip away. That happened about 3 or so years ago. Man, has it really been that long since we broke up? Yeah, I guess so. Man... You know what they say about hindsight being 20/20 and all. Well, right now hindsight is kicking my ass. Do I still love her? Absolutely. Would I try to get back together with her? Nope. I'm past that. I hope she is too. She was the greatest thing to ever happen to me. She was. I let her slip away. I took her for granted. I didn't pay enough attention to her to realize that she was slipping away. But, I digress...
I need someone who wants to spend time with me. Someone who's going to have something intelligent to add to the conversation. I need someone who challenges me, mentally. Someone who's open to new ideas. Someone who's going to open me up to new ideas (not that I'm really closed minded about much). I need another nerd or geek. I need someone who will be supportive of me and my decisions not challenge me every step of the way. I need someone who doesn't try to change me. Someone who won't rely on me for everything. Someone who is self-motivated. Someone who likes many, many kinds of music and won't just shut something out because its "popular". (If you fit this description let me know. I currently have almost no life.) One word: Maturity.
I love my job, but I need something outside of my work life to distract me from the fact that all I do is work, then go home, go to work, go home. I have really great friends, but I only get to see them once a month or so. Of course it doesn't help that I spend four hours everyday on the bus, just getting to work, and then home. I need a laptop. A proper one. Ahh well... c'est la vie