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So life is kinda mean right now.
-friday=balls
-saturday=fantastic
-sunday....wow....sunday...had to be one of the worst days of all time. never in my life have i wanted to kill someone, exspecally a family member. this whole situation is bullshit, and im tired of it. i tried to talk things out with her on monday....got yelled at to leave. tried talk things out wiht her tuesday....got yelled at to leave.. im done.. there is no use. she has been trying franticly to get ahold of my mom i guess so she can get me out asap. i dont know, i guess i have a bad atitude but what ever.... this all is fucking stupid, and im started to get to the point were im begging to go to my moms.
but, im in love and i dont want to leave him, and then Natalie like the only person who is really there for me, well she makes me feel a bit better about the whole thing, mainly cuz she just makes me happy now matter what, she is my wife thats her job.
At this point, i have no control, what happens happens.. not much i can do about that..
oh on a weirder note, i hade a dream i did Coke.. and and i have these reocurring dreams that Camilo talks to me.. which is crazy talk right there. man it was just a weird dream all around..
-friday=balls
-saturday=fantastic
-sunday....wow....sunday...had to be one of the worst days of all time. never in my life have i wanted to kill someone, exspecally a family member. this whole situation is bullshit, and im tired of it. i tried to talk things out with her on monday....got yelled at to leave. tried talk things out wiht her tuesday....got yelled at to leave.. im done.. there is no use. she has been trying franticly to get ahold of my mom i guess so she can get me out asap. i dont know, i guess i have a bad atitude but what ever.... this all is fucking stupid, and im started to get to the point were im begging to go to my moms.
but, im in love and i dont want to leave him, and then Natalie like the only person who is really there for me, well she makes me feel a bit better about the whole thing, mainly cuz she just makes me happy now matter what, she is my wife thats her job.
At this point, i have no control, what happens happens.. not much i can do about that..
oh on a weirder note, i hade a dream i did Coke.. and and i have these reocurring dreams that Camilo talks to me.. which is crazy talk right there. man it was just a weird dream all around..