What the hell is up with this world?!
Today's been...fucking horrible...
I haven't cried this much in a really long time. Well, I'll get to the point...Hera (one of my 2 dogs) had to be put to sleep today T_T We took her to the vet so that she could have an operation because she had...I don't know how to put it in English and frankly, I don't give a fuck (pardon my choice of vocabulary), and the vet said that he'll be done about 12:30 but he didn't give us much hope saying that there's a possibility that she might not wake up anymore. He said that if he found additional little tumors then he would simply put stitches without doing anything. When we came to take Hera home she was awake but the vet said that there was no other choice but to put her to sleep because it turned out that there was something wrong with her liver which was enormously enlarged. It was truly horrible...her eyes were full of life! But I have to mention that it was ONLY her eyes that were lively because she hardly even moved and she had stopped eating so she had lost weight. Her legs had been really thin but her stomach had been huge... When she looked at me I just couldn't hold back my tears anymore. To tell you the truth, I certainly am not a person who is overly emotional when it comes to animals so, until today, I wasn't even aware just how much I've been attached to her. I believe one could say that she was like a member of my family. At least she had a quick and painless death...Hera was our best dog ever and I seriously don't think we'll ever have such a good dog as her. I don't know what the hell is up with this stupid world! Either someone poisons our dogs or they have some kind of lethal illness! :/ I've had it!
I wanted to show you how she looked like but lj doesn't love me today. I guess it's time to finish this depressing post.
Ok, It seems that lj loves me again so this is/was my doggie:
I haven't cried this much in a really long time. Well, I'll get to the point...Hera (one of my 2 dogs) had to be put to sleep today T_T We took her to the vet so that she could have an operation because she had...I don't know how to put it in English and frankly, I don't give a fuck (pardon my choice of vocabulary), and the vet said that he'll be done about 12:30 but he didn't give us much hope saying that there's a possibility that she might not wake up anymore. He said that if he found additional little tumors then he would simply put stitches without doing anything. When we came to take Hera home she was awake but the vet said that there was no other choice but to put her to sleep because it turned out that there was something wrong with her liver which was enormously enlarged. It was truly horrible...her eyes were full of life! But I have to mention that it was ONLY her eyes that were lively because she hardly even moved and she had stopped eating so she had lost weight. Her legs had been really thin but her stomach had been huge... When she looked at me I just couldn't hold back my tears anymore. To tell you the truth, I certainly am not a person who is overly emotional when it comes to animals so, until today, I wasn't even aware just how much I've been attached to her. I believe one could say that she was like a member of my family. At least she had a quick and painless death...Hera was our best dog ever and I seriously don't think we'll ever have such a good dog as her. I don't know what the hell is up with this stupid world! Either someone poisons our dogs or they have some kind of lethal illness! :/ I've had it!
I wanted to show you how she looked like but lj doesn't love me today. I guess it's time to finish this depressing post.
Ok, It seems that lj loves me again so this is/was my doggie: