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Mar 04, 2011 15:46

Title: Heartache
Pairing: EunHae, KangTeuk, maybe other
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Chapter: 4/?
Summary: Donghae says he loves Eunhyuk but Hyukjae knows it’s not true.
Warning: I’m not a native speaker
Disclaimer: Can’t I own at least one of them?

7:00 am, Super Junior dorm. The silence reigns because the members are still fast asleep. Someone silently opens the door to Eunhyuk and Donghae’s room and sneaks inside. The two boys sleep peacefully unaware of the intruder. The mysterious person nears Eunhyuk’s bed and bends over it extending his hand towards the boy. The stranger places the palm on Hyukjae’s shoulder and gently shakes him. The boy’s eyes fly open and he stares wide eyed at the one who woke him up. „Siwon...“ Eunhyuk whispers sleepily. „Morning Hyukkie. Leeteuk hyung told me that you two wanted to go jogging with me today so I came to wake you up,“ Siwon explains to a still-not-entirely-awake Eunhyuk. „Oh, right...I’ll get up now,“ Hyukjae says getting out of bed and rubbing his eyes. „I’ll just put my sports clothes on,“ he adds a moment later. When he’s done, the two silently leave the room and head to the kitchen where Leeteuk is already waiting for them with something light for breakfast. „Good morning hyung,“ the dancer greets their leader with a smile. „Good morning Hyukkie,“ Leeteuk smiles back. „Let’s sit guys,“ he adds and the three take their seats and start eating. „To tell you the truth, I’m quite surprised that you two want to go jogging with me because you didn’t show any interest in it up until now. As for you, Leeteuk hyung, I can somehow understand because you get up pretty early yourself but Eunhyuk? You’re a sleepyhead so what made you want to get up from your warm, comfy bed at this ungodly hour?“ Siwon chuckles looking at Hyukjae. „Someone told me that if I sleep for too long in the morning my eyes will rot,“ the dancer replies. Siwon stares at Eunhyuk as if he grew another head, his eyes wide as saucers and mouth hanging open. Leeteuk covers his lips and looks down at the table to hide his snickering. Hyukjae unable to keep a straight face any longer bursts out laughing. „Siwon, your facial expression was priceless!“ Eunhyuk says trying to control himself. Siwon blushes slightly and shakes his head laughing at his own behaviour. „Seriously, where did you get that from?“ Leeteuk asks still giggling. „My friend’s mother used to say that,“ Eunhyuk explains finally calming down. „That lady must have a good imagination then,“ Siwon chuckles. „Yeah, no kidding,“ Leeteuk smiles, shaking his head. Then, he gets up to wash his plate in the sink with Eunhyuk and Siwon not far behind him. „Ok, let’s get going,“ Siwon says looking at the two other men. „Right, let’s go,“ the leader agrees and the three of them leave the dorm locking the door behind them.
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Donghae’s P.O.V. I wake up to the sun shining on my face. I turn on my side and glance at Hyukjae’s bed to discover that I’m alone in the room. Where is he and how come he woke up before me? I get up and walk to the bathroom to take a quick shower. When I’m done, I head to the kitchen in hope to find Hyukkie there so I’m quite disappointed when I find out that he’s not there either. „Hey guys,“ I greet the other members. „ Have you seen Eunhyuk by any chance?“ I add taking a seat at the table. „Eunhyuk? Hmm...I think he went jogging with Siwon and Leeteuk hyung,“ Ryeowook provides. „Jogging?“ I ask puzzled. „Yeah, jogging,“ Kangin answers clearly in a bad mood. I look at him but then decide to just ignore it as I become lost in my own thoughts. The Eunhyuk who hates getting up early in the morning would actually do so to go jogging? What is going on here? I can’t shake the feeling that something is not right...or perhaps I’m just exaggerating. As I finish eating my breakfast, I hear Leeteuk’s voice.
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Normal P.O.V. „God...Siwon, how can you do this every day?! I’m dying here! Come on Hyukkie, let’s go drink some water!“ The leader exclaims pulling Eunhyuk to the kitchen. „But hyung, it was only three kilometres!“ Siwon defends himself. „Only three kilometres?! I was wheezing after the first already!“ The leader dramatizes a bit taking two bottles of water from the fridge and handing one to Eunhyuk. „It was tough,“ he adds nodding his head and putting his arm around Hyukjae’s shoulder. Leaning on the dancer, he takes a few gulps of his water. „But it was refreshing,“ Eunhyuk offers with a bright smile not noticing Donghae’s stare on him. „Unfortunately, I have to agree that it was, indeed, refreshing,“ Leeteuk admits. „Oh, come on hyung! You were actually enjoying it,“ Eunhyuk nudges their leader and gives him a sly smile.“ Leeteuk looks at him „Hyukkie, how could you reveal it so quickly! And I wanted to complain some more...“ the oldest member confesses releasing a sigh and shaking his head in fake disappointment. „So Siwon, don’t be surprised when we join you in your morning routine once in a while,“ Eunhyuk warns flashing a smile. „You guys are welcome anytime,“ Siwon laughs, his dimples showing, and shortly after excuses himself to his room. Then, for some reason Hyukjae feels uneasy and his eyes fall on Kangin who is glaring daggers at him. Hyukjae’s eyes widen. What is going on? Why is he looking at me like that? He panics. When their eyes lock, Kangin’s frown deepens. Have I done something to him? Eunhyuk thinks to himself. On the other side of the kitchen, Donghae grits his teeth and clenches his fists in anger. His gaze is fixed on Leeteuk’s arm resting on Hyukjae’s shoulder. They’re too close! And does Leeteuk have to lean on Hyukkie like that? Donghae furrows his brow. Eunhyuk, unable to take Kangin’s intense stare, turns to Leeteuk. „Hyung, I’m all sweaty so I’m going to go shower now,“ Hyukjae says with a nervous smile. „Oh, ok. I need to shower too so see you a bit later,“ the leader says cheerfully and messes up the younger man’s hair. „Ok. Then I’m going,“ Eunhyuk excuses himself and leaves the kitchen. Donghae seeing this gets up from the table and goes after the other dancer. „Hyukjae!“ He exclaims walking up to him. Eunhyuk stops dead in his tracks. It’s Donghae...I have to calm down. There’s no need to panic because I already know what to do...“ Eunhyuk reassures himself. „Yeah?“ he replies turning to face the other man. „I was thinking if we could hang out together today?“ Donghae asks feeling hopeful. „Donghae, I need to take a shower now so maybe later,“ Eunhyuk states and continuous his walk to the bathroom. „Oh...Okay,“ the other man answers dejectedly. He follows Eunhyuk’s figure with his eyes until the other dancer disappears into the bathroom. With nothing to do, Donghae decides to just go back to the kitchen.
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Eunhyuk’s P.O.V.After locking the bathroom door behind me, I slide to the floor and release a breath I didn’t even know I was holding. I guess I can congratulate myself, right? I successfully avoided spending time with Donghae. Why does it have to hurt so much, though? Oh, right...because deep down I yearn to spend time together with him...Enough! I already decided what to do so I’m going to stick to it. Besides, it will be better like that for the both of us...Donghae won’t have to pretend he loves me and I’ll hopefully move on. Yes, it’s for the better. With this in mind, I lift myself up from the floor and proceed to take the shower and when I’m done, I go to change my clothes. Luck is on my side because the room is empty so I quickly cloth myself and leave to look for Leeteuk hyung. I don't have to search for too long as I find him in a deserted living room a few seconds later. When Leeteuk notices my presence, he starts approaching me with a determined expression on his face. I have no idea what hyung is going to do so I instinctively take steps back until my back face the wall. As my attention is focused entirely on Leeteuk hyung I fail to notice that we have a spectator. Then, hyung traps me between himself and the wall by putting his hands on either side of my head. I stare at him wide eyed, not really comprehending what this is all about. The next thing I know, he leans in and whispers into my ear "Hyuk..."
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That’s the end of the 4th chap *grin*
Greetings~

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