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[freexlovers]

so basicly everyone can die
people are really pissing me off today
i was having such a good day
i was getting math(about damn time)
did good on my test
i come home and get bitched at
even though im doing better
thats not good enough
god damn
i thought i was doing so much better
i figure why not give up again
it seemed to work that way
im way over my head and everyone knows it
i cant keep doing this shit over and over again
whatever i do its not good enough
you know what
i say fuck you
if you cant take me for who i am
then screw off
and you know what
Dylan
he is the only boy who makes me happy
he is the only one who makes my life worth living
ughh
i hate people
this kid means soooo much to me thats its crazzzyyy
id do anything for him
he is the reason i wont give up
i basicly live for this kid
it doesnt even matter if he is mad at me
i know he still needs me
i told him i think i was falling for him again and i am so much
and he said he thnk he is too
so i dont know whats going on
he makes me so happy
but no one wants us to be together
well my friends do
just not his friends or family
they all hate me
which i understand i really do
im second guessing my self and i dont like it
and the 19th is coming up so soon
i dont think i can deal with it
Dylan is really doing good
this kid is like my hero
i couldnt even think of what he is going threw right now
but he is still being his self and being there for me
and i miss him sooo much that it actually hurts
thats basicly it

everything sucks right now
beside the one person i can go to