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well i've been trying to get off of falling for him. do u think girls like other guys to get their minds off the ones that hurt them? dont get me wrong boy#1 never hurt me. i jus cant stand only seein him whent he timing is right and living two lives. it hurts me. but i know it hurts him to. maybe i should give him time to get his shit together. hmmm i dunno...
but then theres this new guy (jay). i've known for years. hell i used to not like him at all. then we started chillin and shit and he's nice. and we spend a lot of time together and hes jus an awesome person. everything sounds perfect wit jay right...Wrong. wally doesnt like chillin wit him. and i'm stuck between trying to make wally happy and myself happy. when i think about it....its my car that is driving them around. so really only i have say on who can and cant get in my car, and wut we do. i feel like wally is against any relationship i get into or try to get into (boy #1, jay, jarret, josh, gerald, etc) and i hate it. i am so lost on wut to do. like i wanna make myself happy and chill wit jay n shit cuz hes really nice. but i dont wanna diss my friends for him. ehh why cant wally be like tony? tony dont care who im wit as long as i am happy. and him and jay get along great. i'm about to jus say fuck it and if wally doesnt wanna chill wit jay then wutever. ehhhhhhh i dunno wut to do!!!
beckie met him last nite, and said he was nice but quiet. he's cute. i love his eyes. tony said to tell him i like him. wally doesnt even know i like him. but i'm to scared to tell jay and wally. lol. but i am gonna go and get dressed i gotta go to the docter. then i dunno wut i am doing.
ps-i've been on this reading binge i've read like 3 books in like 2 weeks! its crazy, if any one has a bopok they think i should read let me know, cuz i'm runnin outta books at my house :(
but then theres this new guy (jay). i've known for years. hell i used to not like him at all. then we started chillin and shit and he's nice. and we spend a lot of time together and hes jus an awesome person. everything sounds perfect wit jay right...Wrong. wally doesnt like chillin wit him. and i'm stuck between trying to make wally happy and myself happy. when i think about it....its my car that is driving them around. so really only i have say on who can and cant get in my car, and wut we do. i feel like wally is against any relationship i get into or try to get into (boy #1, jay, jarret, josh, gerald, etc) and i hate it. i am so lost on wut to do. like i wanna make myself happy and chill wit jay n shit cuz hes really nice. but i dont wanna diss my friends for him. ehh why cant wally be like tony? tony dont care who im wit as long as i am happy. and him and jay get along great. i'm about to jus say fuck it and if wally doesnt wanna chill wit jay then wutever. ehhhhhhh i dunno wut to do!!!
beckie met him last nite, and said he was nice but quiet. he's cute. i love his eyes. tony said to tell him i like him. wally doesnt even know i like him. but i'm to scared to tell jay and wally. lol. but i am gonna go and get dressed i gotta go to the docter. then i dunno wut i am doing.
ps-i've been on this reading binge i've read like 3 books in like 2 weeks! its crazy, if any one has a bopok they think i should read let me know, cuz i'm runnin outta books at my house :(