Nov 10, 2005 11:29
doug jus called to say he loves me. *feels loved*
so theres nothing new here. my PO is a bitch and i havent even met her yet. but she expects me to skip class and call out of work to see her. dumb bitch.
i hung out with tony the other day. it was mad nice. we talked about all kinds of shit and how we are both growing up. and all our lives consist of is our other half, work, and skool for me. but its not a bad thing. we talked about old friends and how nice it is to have them out of our lives becuase theres not much drama anymore. he said i am a much differnt person sinced i stopped hanging out with certain people and he likes that a lot. i agree i am more myself since i realized they were polluting my life with drama. now theres none, well except for the shit with my PO but thats my problem lol. i jus feel like myself again and i dont have these people dragging my life down who dont want to do anything with their life, including being too lazy to graduate or get a job. its mad pathetic. i hate lazy people. i dont need people like that in my life. i am gonna be way better than them in a few years. and i dont mean that in a snobby way. i mean it as i'll own my own business and be making money, while theyll still be living at their parents house and still be supported by them. its weak if you ask me. i guess ill jus laff when i see them at the same house they've been in for years as i drive by in my nice car on my way to my own house. i guess it pays to go to skool huh?
i saw ashley last nite while me and doug were in norwich. her and steph are like the only ones i miss. is that bad?! but cause of my crazy shitty schedule i really cant chill much. and i dont smoke anymore....
but i guess ashley is gonna try to do some community service with me and doug sunday. but me and ashley do need to get together soon.
my dad and doug are like best friends now. i think its because doug is the first guy my dad has shared the house with in like 20 years. my mom and i were talking last nite about how nice it is to fall asleep next to doug everynite. he did my eyebrows last nite and they came out great. but he said i bitched to much LOL. then we made a brownie cake that had peanut butter and marshmellows in it. and he found my candles from my 18th birthday, lit them, and sang happy birthday. it made me wanna cry. ever since he moved in ive noticed he has a very femine side...its cute. he paints my nails and toenails, does my eyebrows, using face masks with me, and all kinds of other shit. its mad funny i love it.
well i dont really have much more to say. i guess i should go read for english...woohoo