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[freeway_sp]

so last nite i hung out with MY boys till like 4am. corey, tony, brandan, and tad. we t-ped all of norwich. i miss my real friends sooo much. like last nite made me realize that mostly the other people ive been chillin wit dont really care that much. and they dont understand me at all. these people are jus not me, and thats what the problem is

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[somesaypunker]

kim you're going to do what you're going to do and that is cool. i'll tell you now i didn't know what was going on with you or everone else. the other night when you stopped by and everyone was here you hardly said anything to me. i think you were extremly high tho. i know we're not like BFF or anything, lol. but i don't know, i wasn't sure if i did something to piss everyone off or if people were just sick of me. i was never using you for your car either. yea it was an extra plus but you woulda been more than welcome to still chill at my house car or not. in all honestly i think you are cool chick to hang out with and i enjoyed riding around in your car with you. i loved chillen listen to music and smoking. it was fun, made me feel like a thug. and that day with you and becky was great, wish we could do it again. i miss you both. but you got your thing going on and i got mine. i may not care about you as much as other people do from your past and i understand that, but ask anyone when i say you are my friend i will do almost anything for you.

i started thinking tho, after i wasn't hanging out with you guys for awhile. i don't think i was ever a "fuck up". it seems the only reason i ever became one was b/c everything happened at my house, everything started here and ended here most of the time. and b/c steffy and heather are my friends as well as yours. i came home to you, becky, wally, matt and ben. not to mention all the other people i didn't know that were constantly at my house. i figured after steffy moved out i would no longer exsist to you guys unless i was with steffy or heather. but i have nothing to offer, no car to ride around in, no pot and i know that people pair off like they have been doing the past couple weeks.

thats all i have to say, sorry its so long but seeing as i never see anyone any more this is the only place to conversated. keep the peace.

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[freeway_sp]

haha fuck up.
i love u though. baby cause ur a thug!
i was really high that night. and i thought everyone was mad at me. *but i always feel like that*
i think the problem is that we all were around each other 24/7 and it became a problem that no one will admit.
and when that girl comes (hallie i think) things for me really arent gonna change. from wut ive heard u and steff are worried that erry1 is gonna be around cause she is here. but honestly the way i see it is wut is the difference if im there the first time she smokes or not. shit not to be mean but i dont know here.
but to make a long story short....i think we all need brakes from erryone. shit i took like a 5 day breake from matt. then i think things will be better. ya know?