lost
i dunno wut to do anymore. he called me today after us not talking for a while, like a good month. and he wants me to go see him after school. i dunno wut to do. its so wrong to want him to need him. but it feels so right. i dont know wut to do anymore. i could be happy and go see him and spend my time wit him jus wrapped up in his arms. or should i jus be sad all day and go see jay like jay said i should...hmmm
i told jay wut happened and he wants me to go see him instead of spending time wit boy 1. thats wut we can call him. i really cant say his name, or id be in trouble. some of u understand. i really dont know wut to do
my mind is blank. i cant sleep. i cant think. i wish i knew wut to do. its like my heart knows wut to do, but my mind knows its wrong.
jay jus called...his dad fell when he was drunk lol.
hes gonna call me back. i guess i'm gonna go and finish wallys laundry. his new house is really nice i jus hope i can figure out wut i wanna do tomorrow. HELP ME PLEASE
i told jay wut happened and he wants me to go see him instead of spending time wit boy 1. thats wut we can call him. i really cant say his name, or id be in trouble. some of u understand. i really dont know wut to do
my mind is blank. i cant sleep. i cant think. i wish i knew wut to do. its like my heart knows wut to do, but my mind knows its wrong.
jay jus called...his dad fell when he was drunk lol.
hes gonna call me back. i guess i'm gonna go and finish wallys laundry. his new house is really nice i jus hope i can figure out wut i wanna do tomorrow. HELP ME PLEASE