do you ever get the feeling that you seem to be messing up all the time? anyw, i decided not to go for hiphop today, and went to the gym instead. spent 20 mins on the cross, got really winded trying to talk on the phone and text at the same time. Was gonna go meet gow mel and kat. but I so wasnt in the mood, so now im home. watching the simpsons, and waiting for tracy to finish her dinner so i can go over. Oh yes, to 2 of my best boys at home. I'm really really sorry for all the shit i've caused. Thank you both, for being so accommadating, and forgiving. Love you both so much much much. Anyw, Daddy sent over more money today yay :) but im thinking im gonna save most of my money and buy my 2.55 in dubai. Honestly I feel a little foolish buying the fendi. If i used 2000 of my own cash and the 2000 i used for the fendi, then the pretty pretty jumbo would be all mine. oh well. anyw. i so know what im wearing to the halloween party. Now if i can just find the right stuff. prepare to be surprised darlings. eve this friday is gonna be good. Sigh Pt sesson with claire tmr. I'm tired. Wheres the coke.