Still alive and kickin'

Jul 03, 2010 06:30

 I finally remembered my username and password for this account!

I tweeted (is there such a verb) last time that  I wanted to resurrect my dead blog. It's weird though, my last post was on February 24, 2009. After that, I don't think I ever updated much with LJ or multiply (well, yes I would update multiply. But it would be mostly memes or one-liner craps just so I can vent out my anger and/or frustrations)..

But looking back, it's nice though. At least I won't get to re-read cheesy lovesick entries that I would not want to read today because it would make me reminisce, and laugh, and cry, and would give me this whirlpool of emotions that could make me insane. I think I've captured those memories in photos well enough that I could remember every single detail just by looking at pictures. (But I don't look at them anyway as they may cause the same result as the ones mentioned above).

No one reads LJ anymore! I think it's both good and bad. I would make this one public, but I don't want just anyone reading my posts. I'd prefer readers who are genuinely interested on how my day went rather than gossip-hoggers who only read blogs because they want to find something to talk about. Not that I find myself newsworthy and all. But what I'm trying to say is, It breaks the point of the whole blog thing. Blogs are made to be journals of your inner self and thoughts and thus, these should not be used to generate gossip or whatever. It's like the blogger is entrusting his or her self to readers and expecting them to just understand and not talk about it afterwards. I dunno. Haha. What do you think?

And about the LJ community not being active anymore, it gives the impression that people are too busy (or too lazy) to actually sit down and write a full account of a day's experiences and thoughts. I'm not saying that microblogging is bad (I have my twitter, my facebook stats, and a plurk account I think would eventually die because I have zero karma already. LOL), but you can't compress a day's worth of ideas into a single line. No, I don't think so.

Engineering's "less english, more equations" is getting to me. I write crappy entries. Well maybe I should write in Tagalog nalang? haha. Noooooo. This is practice. :P

So what happened today? Well, I had a headache for most of the day. Partly because of thinking too much last night, and probably because I was in front of the computer the whole day. My undergraduate research project (or thesis) requires me to spend n hours in a cold laboratory

where n = S minus (T+C+D)
S = the number of hours the laboratory is open
T = hours I spend in the tambayan
C = class hours
D = hours when I don't feel like doing my thesis

D should be eliminated. XD

I should have been out drinking last Thursday night. Unfortunately, time and the Katipunan Jeepneys forbade me to become wasted. If I did, there would be no difference though. My head hurts like hell; it's similar to having a hangover.

I also had a chance to talk with my application buddy. English is the language she is most comfortable with, hence, I should brush up my English Communications skills. :)

Bonding time with Jewels and Bsquad was fun as usual. LOADS OF FRENCH FRIES. Ugh. Trans Fat. A lot of people are already commenting on my weight. I guess, I must have been venting out my stress on food too much. Diet is not on my vocabulary so I think I just need to exercise. I need dance practices, srsly.

Image processing class went well. I am surprised that I'm not as "sindak" to Matlab as before. Though I still understand things at my own pace (which is slower compared to my classmates na imba), at least I understood. Haha. Though I was getting confused at the latter part of the exam because my head is killing me. Good thing I had James for a partner. :) Then we went to Max's for dinner.

My head's still throbbing. I should think less. More work = less time to think = more efficiency. It has been proven that I work well when bothered by thoughts and/or situations. Let's see if I can make it work for college this time. Just one more year. :)

Okay. I shall make the succeeding blogs more compact. Haha.

Also, I would like to avoid all kinds of emoshit here. But pardon me if I burst (remembered Incubus. LOL)

If it's me, then I'm sorry...

I think I'm having September's 16, 2008's mood again. Sheesh. LIfe really is cyclic.

love, thoughts, bondings

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