Oct 09, 2012 19:32
I guess I find solace in staying in the office and working my ass off just to get my mind off things. I'm just too tired of thinking and being left in the dark.
It's that uneasy feeling of loneliness, the kind that just consumes you and makes you beg for a bucket of beer or something.
On a more promising note, I've been hitting the gym again this past few weeks and it feels really good. I'm not sure what kind of hormones are released when you sweat it out, but I actually feel lighter when I get to the office after. My goal is to be able to wear my LBD during our year-end office celebration. It's all about vision and not quitting.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. Sometimes, I just lie on my bed and stare at the ceiling. Either that, or I go out with my friends and keep myself busy. Total opposites right? At least I'm doing something better with my time. I'll go completely insane if I would choose to stare at the cracks of my pink wall. How I wish I have my own place already.
Just so many things to think about: my house, my job, possible career plans, the possibility of exploring Australia, family, you.
Nakakapagod mag-alala. But what can I do?
love,
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emoshit,
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