You called me lucky you, called me lucky
I'm going to try to capture this transition in a quick moment. when i found out i was being asked to leave my old residence it was truly one of the hardest experiences I've ever had. it was demeaning and made me feel like i was about the shittiest person ever. maybe i shouldnt have been so hard on myself, but it was such a cold and utter rejection of me as a person that i couldn't help but be a bit offended.
it really makes you step back and think about how you're viewing everything up to that point.
luck has always had a place in my life. it's a constant and i'm thankful for it. it comes and it goes, but i usually know when things get to the point of just WRECKED, it can't get any worse
i am the spider in the snow
I moved out last Saturday, working two part time jobs, loving one and starting to tire of another. my biggest worry with moving was money, knowing that i wasn't going to luck into another rent controlled space had me super stressed.
The next week, word had it there was a job opening at the job i liked. i went for it, updated my resume and went ahead full force. i was the last person interviewed and grabbed it. it's still pretty unreal, i basically doubled my annual salary in a day. weird that i got that job in the first place by putting together a bunch of office chairs on a temp assignment.
my first day is tomorrow, so i'm taking it totally chill today. gonna grab groceries and do that thing, come home, cook, and drink orange juice and watch tv. still weird having one of those again
it will take me a month to really get stable with finances, but after that i will actually be able to afford to live here and be social. that's something i'm really looking forward to
it really makes you step back and think about how you're viewing everything up to that point.
luck has always had a place in my life. it's a constant and i'm thankful for it. it comes and it goes, but i usually know when things get to the point of just WRECKED, it can't get any worse
i am the spider in the snow
I moved out last Saturday, working two part time jobs, loving one and starting to tire of another. my biggest worry with moving was money, knowing that i wasn't going to luck into another rent controlled space had me super stressed.
The next week, word had it there was a job opening at the job i liked. i went for it, updated my resume and went ahead full force. i was the last person interviewed and grabbed it. it's still pretty unreal, i basically doubled my annual salary in a day. weird that i got that job in the first place by putting together a bunch of office chairs on a temp assignment.
my first day is tomorrow, so i'm taking it totally chill today. gonna grab groceries and do that thing, come home, cook, and drink orange juice and watch tv. still weird having one of those again
it will take me a month to really get stable with finances, but after that i will actually be able to afford to live here and be social. that's something i'm really looking forward to