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In which Nikki continues to be cryptic and vague about anything good...
For once in my entire life, I'm not questioning myself. In the last two years, every major decision I made turned out to be the right one, even though at the time it often felt like I was just tumbling randomly through life unplanned, like Alice down the rabbit hole. Funny how that works, the harder I try the less successful I am, and the more I'm able to just be and allow things to happen unexpectedly the more I end up where I need to be anyway.
Sure, some decisions had unfortunate outcomes. The entire month of January 2011 I'd rather not remember. But had I not made those decisions, I wouldn't have been able to make the ones that came after, the ones that in the end turned out to be so very right.
I am exactly where I need to be. I'll try not to question myself so much in the future, or rationalize important decisions, because my gut apparently knows what it's doing.
For once in my entire life, I'm not questioning myself. In the last two years, every major decision I made turned out to be the right one, even though at the time it often felt like I was just tumbling randomly through life unplanned, like Alice down the rabbit hole. Funny how that works, the harder I try the less successful I am, and the more I'm able to just be and allow things to happen unexpectedly the more I end up where I need to be anyway.
Sure, some decisions had unfortunate outcomes. The entire month of January 2011 I'd rather not remember. But had I not made those decisions, I wouldn't have been able to make the ones that came after, the ones that in the end turned out to be so very right.
I am exactly where I need to be. I'll try not to question myself so much in the future, or rationalize important decisions, because my gut apparently knows what it's doing.