Prayers Please......

Apr 09, 2010 20:25

It tooks us till my junior year of high school to talk my parents into getting a dog. My sister just sold a house to a family that bred pomeranians so, michelle, ronnie and I went to go see the newborn puppies. There was two black ones that were asleep and a female light brown one that was peering over the box at us, we knew she was the one for us. I held her to my chest and she tried to eat my cross. When we got her home, we put her on the tile floor and the first thing she did was try to eat the hem of my khaki pants then peed on my foot.

As she got older, she had the run of the house and our hearts(and Patience sometimes). She managed to get into everything, she would eat everything, but she followed me everywhere. I would have problems practicing piano because she would be under my feet. When practicing trumpet, she would wedge her nose under the doorjam and fall asleep.

When college came around, I had a lot of hard times. My bestfriend of 8 years and I said good bye since she had a full ride to UNT and I was going to SLU. I took it hard. When I came home that evening, Maddie came and laid with me till I fell asleep. I lost my boyfriend almost fiancee in a car accident my freshman year of college. He is the one guy I have ever truly loved. But when I went home after his funeral, Maddie was there waiting for me.

Maddie has brought so many great moments to our lives. She kept us strong through Katrina, was there to see Maria Lily(my niece) take her first steps, she is always there wating for us when we came home, and she has the power to put a smile on anyone's face.

Recently, she started gettign really thin. She was a 20lb dog which is very obese for her breed. She lost 7 lbs in a month. Mom took her to the vet to find out she has diabetes and is almost totally blind. When I got home today from Guld shores, my mom told me to brace myself, we might be putting her to sleep. They did more blood work on her to find out her pancreas is failing.

She does not deserve to suffer. She deserves a lomg life, but at least the life she had lived has been a great one......I don't want to have to miss her. She is my baby, my love, and my life.

please pray that God does what is best for her.
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