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today didn't happen. jon's parents said no at the last minute. i was left crying my little eyes out on my bedroom floor. but i guess i'm back to being myself for now. i miss him so much it hurts. this weekend we won't be able to talk much at all, so i'm going to try to keep myself as busy as possible. saturday i'm staying with my friend shelly. i'm still looking for someone to hang out with tomorrow. i don't care what we do, as long as i'm out of this house and with someone i like i'll be fine.