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Jan 04, 2005 17:59

FOUR NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Kaileigh
2. Kiki
3. Grace
4. Kikers
FOUR THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my artistic ability
2. my looks
3. I forgive easily?
4. my long slender fingers (have i mentioned i dislike myself?)
FOUR THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. over analytical
2. selfish
3. needy
4. dependent
FOUR PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Irish
2. German
3. French
4. a pinch Native American
FOUR FAVORITE HANGOUTS:
1. Anywhere my friends are
2. Ashbury's
3. Starbucks
4.
FOUR THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. cars
2. death
3. being alone
4. life
FOUR THINGS YOU HATE IN GENERAL:
1. people
2. dicks who yell at me at work
3. extremely cheery people
4. not having my license
FOUR OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. music
2. coffee
3. cellie
4. human interaction
FOUR THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. new pheasant like top
2. new jeans
3. Lewis University hoodie
4. 5 rings
FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS AT THE MOMENT:
1. The Distillers
2. I need new music
3.
4.
FOUR REASONS YOU'VE BROKEN UP WITH EXES (or flings/F.W.B.'s):
1. Didnt talk/see them enough
2. Too nice and clingy
3. Not respectful of me
4. No interest
FOUR FAVORITE FOODS:
1. Pasta Salad from work
2. Corned Beef
3. Candy Cane pie
4. Trail mix bars
FOUR THINGS YOU WOULD WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. comfort
2. stability
3. trust
4. the warm fuzzies
FOUR THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (OR SAME SEX) THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. confidence
2. unique
3. caring
4. Have interests in other things than sex, drugs, cars, alcohol...etc.
FOUR THINGS YOU CAN'T DO:
1. Geometry
2. think on my own
3. like myself
4. model...just yet
FOUR THINGS YOU WANT REALLY BAD RIGHT NOW:
1. a bottle of malibu
2. to not feel so alone
3. my license and a car
4. someone to love me
FOUR CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Massage Therapist
2. something in art
3. model
4. Manager at Papa Passero's (HA..i'd kill myself before that)
FOUR PLACES YOU WOULD GO ON VACATION:
1. so cal, california
2. italy
3. australia
4. Seattle
FOUR THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Live in a big city Chicago, Seattle, New York, Las Vegas.
2. Live comfortably/never have to worry about money.
3. Live in another country
4. Just go...no destination, just go and live everyday as i decide to on that day.

Someday, i'm gonna look back at myself when all this is over and i'm onto another part of life...and laugh, but it will be mixed with saddness...because i'll be wondering where i lost my mind. Someday, i wont hate myself for the things i do, say, think... I'll understand who i am, and be happy with that. I'm just not there yet.
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