im home
blech, i was doing well with the not being sad thing, had a minor meltdown before bed but was fine when i woke up...until i unpacked and my hands fell on the beautiful outfit you got me on your cruise, i couldnt breathe.so i guess a huge entry on how my trip was will have to wait because i dont have it in me right now. i feel lost. why does this have to be so hard? ok time to keep clutching lucky and read my book while watching tv and hope that this fades again.