too much stress

[freestylergurl]

I hate getting this stressed out it makes me grumpy and unpleasant to be around which is the last thing i need right now since i have to say goodbye to a lot of people in about 36 hours and i dont want to
im sad
im unprepared for this stupid exam eventhough ive studied i just feel like ive accomplished nothing
i have to finish packing and make sure my bags arent overweight and get my stuff into storage
i need to go buy packing tape so i can seal everything im leaving in storage
i need to figure out if anyone actually wants to borrow my fridge for the year or not
i need to make sure i save everythign on my computer that i need or still want
im not ready to say goodbye
im scared of goign away
im not ready to go to spain
im not ready to work all summer
im not ready to say way too many goodbyes and see you laters
im making myself crazy and i know its all my fault because i do it to myself
i feel like im spiraling out of control and there is nothing i can do to stop it
i just want someone to come give me a hug and convince me everything will be ok, and it wont be easy to convince me

ok i think im done...i need to go to bed so i can get up for said stupid exam
oh wait and i need to study for my second exam tomorow
go me
this sucks