Life Examined.
I am continuing to try to study on my own. I am beginning to write manuals, which has definitely been a challenge for me, but also very good for me.
The hardest part right now is keeping which is the 'old way', which is the 'new way', and which is the way we're doing it. (Which in some cases, is actually a third way.) It's definitely challenging.
I also definitely don't have the 'fire' I used to with Kenpo, which is sad. I do miss it, but it will take a more heavy duty training and consistent with-others practice to get it back.
I'm hoping that once I 'leave for college', that my boyfriend will agree to begin working with me again. Not that he's turned me down, but I'm hesitant to ask. It's too confusing with being in two separate heavily-competing studios.
Time will only tell ...
The hardest part right now is keeping which is the 'old way', which is the 'new way', and which is the way we're doing it. (Which in some cases, is actually a third way.) It's definitely challenging.
I also definitely don't have the 'fire' I used to with Kenpo, which is sad. I do miss it, but it will take a more heavy duty training and consistent with-others practice to get it back.
I'm hoping that once I 'leave for college', that my boyfriend will agree to begin working with me again. Not that he's turned me down, but I'm hesitant to ask. It's too confusing with being in two separate heavily-competing studios.
Time will only tell ...