oh fuck
I am about to lose the last bit of control that i have right now. I am at the end of my ropes and I seriously feel like saying fuck it to everything right now. fuck school, fuck friends, fuck guys, fuck life in general. The place where my wolf and all of my other relatives lay right now seems a lot better then where I am at. I am seriously about to fully break tonight, I hope that I don't. If I break, there will be great sadness all over champaign Urbana tonight. and for a long time to come as well. For reasons I am not going to mention I am in a serious bout of my depression, I don't see anyway of regaining happieness right now. Well, I may or may not leave another entry weither or not any of you care or not, I honestly don't care. I can't feel anything right now. I am thinking about joining the land unknown, I may or not talk to any of you again, goodbye.