thanks
i just sat at steak and shake for like 3 hours with john. odd person for me to turn to, i know, but it was so cool. he made me think about a lot of things that i haven't in a while. which is what i look for in my friends. i don't care if we share beliefs, as long as you make me think. and while talking to him didn't fix everything (didn't really fix anything) it did calm me down. which is exactly what i needed. it's a good thing that he was still awake because i was desperate for someone to just talk to. and ami's in dayton, so i'm lost when i get like this. although, i did talk to her too. she gave me enough courage to do something that i absolutely was terrefied to do. and she made me giggle. so, mainly to the two of you, thanks. i couldn't ask for better friends. i love you both. goodnight.