BRARGGGHHH! (the verbal equivalent of what my brain is shouting right now)
You knew it was coming. It was just a matter of time. And apparently, today is the day. I am starting to FREAK THE FUCK OUT.
Okay, kids, I have known New Guy since mid-August. In fact, I've known him for almost two months. And suddenly, I realized today--I like this guy. HOLY SHIT I REALLY LIKE THIS GUY.
When a few days go by and I don't talk to him, I miss him.
When I go home, I'm already thinking about the next time we're going out.
When I check my email and there's one from him, or a Facebook comment, or anything, it makes me smile.
Hell, when I think about him, it makes me smile. And that's, like, ALL THE GODDAMN TIME.
And I'm pretty sure he likes me. No, I'm not pretty sure. I know he likes me. And I'm pretty sure it's just as much as I like him. I mean, I am Number 1 on his speed-dial. I know this because he told me. And it made me ridiculously happy and...
I AM NOT THIS PERSON. I'm cold and distant. I guard myself. I'm an asshole, for God's sake. I just... *sigh* WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?! WHY AM I FREAKING OUT?!?!?!?!
My shrink's gonna earn his money this week, that's for sure.
Okay, kids, I have known New Guy since mid-August. In fact, I've known him for almost two months. And suddenly, I realized today--I like this guy. HOLY SHIT I REALLY LIKE THIS GUY.
When a few days go by and I don't talk to him, I miss him.
When I go home, I'm already thinking about the next time we're going out.
When I check my email and there's one from him, or a Facebook comment, or anything, it makes me smile.
Hell, when I think about him, it makes me smile. And that's, like, ALL THE GODDAMN TIME.
And I'm pretty sure he likes me. No, I'm not pretty sure. I know he likes me. And I'm pretty sure it's just as much as I like him. I mean, I am Number 1 on his speed-dial. I know this because he told me. And it made me ridiculously happy and...
I AM NOT THIS PERSON. I'm cold and distant. I guard myself. I'm an asshole, for God's sake. I just... *sigh* WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?! WHY AM I FREAKING OUT?!?!?!?!
My shrink's gonna earn his money this week, that's for sure.