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Horrible dreams last night. I woke up with my hands aching, a sure sign I'd been clenching them all night. I dreamt that Isabau was sick, and everyone was telling me to put her down, but when I held her she was alert and purring so hard I could feel it in my hands. I remember vividly how she felt against my palms, the vibrations. So I put her down and went to work. When I got back I couldn't find her anywhere. I knew she was dying, and all alone and I couldn't find her. I felt myself waking up and I resisted it, because I had to find her. My mother was there looking at me with sad eyes, and I was angry at her becasue she knew something And she wouldn't tell me.
So I was a bit discombobulated getting ready this morning, and only just made it to my train on time. I have serious brain fry, and cannot concentrate on boring old tedious work no matter how hard I try. I'm happy and bouncy and almost wingled, but I'm fairly useless *grin*
I just want to go to the pub and sink jugs of frosty cold beer. I want it to be time for fun now. I want to be distracted so I don't have to listen to the busyness in my head.
*sigh*
Someone please make it 4 o'clock now?
So I was a bit discombobulated getting ready this morning, and only just made it to my train on time. I have serious brain fry, and cannot concentrate on boring old tedious work no matter how hard I try. I'm happy and bouncy and almost wingled, but I'm fairly useless *grin*
I just want to go to the pub and sink jugs of frosty cold beer. I want it to be time for fun now. I want to be distracted so I don't have to listen to the busyness in my head.
*sigh*
Someone please make it 4 o'clock now?