11.05.09
My emo moments has brought me to write another poorly writtena fanfiction. I don't plan for this to go anywhere, it's just me releasing pent-up emotions and sharing my thoughts. Whether you choose to read this or not, is your decision. I could care less. I feel better now that I've wrote that.
:)
“Hello, we’re 2PM!”
The words ring in your ear like they were spoken just yesterday. As you make your way down the busy hall, you try to ignore the people surround you and the pointed glances they give you. Entering a empty studio, you lean against the door and slowly slump to the floor, tears silently slipping over your face.
Without hatred, life is meaningless.
Without frustration, life is meaningless.
Without goals, life is meaningless.
Without love, life is empty.
As forbidden memories rise to the surface, you stifle a sob and your body shakes as the tears silently cascade down your tear-streaked face.
You try to think back. When has anyone truly ever loved me? You think. When no answers come to your mind, you come to a startling realization. My life has always been empty.
Shaking, you slowly rise to your feet, albeit unsteady and your knees almost give away but you catch yourself just in time. Wrenching open the door, you walk out of the room, your heart pounding as you make your way out the company’s back door.
You walk. How long you’ve walked, you’re not sure, since you smashed your watch last night but eventually your feet take you to a small park.
Forcing your feet to stop, you make your way inside the park and smile sadly as you catch sight of a small swing set. Once more, old memories rise to the surface and your brown eyes fill up with tears threatening to spill over. Slowly, you make your way over to the swing set and sit down. You swing your feet back and forth, trying to fly away. I want to fly away, you smile wistfully. Spread my wings and just fly away to a place where I can truly be loved for who I am.
Who am I?
You are Jay Park (Park Jaebeom), leader of 2PM.
But deep down, you will always be Jay Park (Park Jaebeom), a normal twenty-year old who just lives a different lives from what most of us live.
:)
“Hello, we’re 2PM!”
The words ring in your ear like they were spoken just yesterday. As you make your way down the busy hall, you try to ignore the people surround you and the pointed glances they give you. Entering a empty studio, you lean against the door and slowly slump to the floor, tears silently slipping over your face.
Without hatred, life is meaningless.
Without frustration, life is meaningless.
Without goals, life is meaningless.
Without love, life is empty.
As forbidden memories rise to the surface, you stifle a sob and your body shakes as the tears silently cascade down your tear-streaked face.
You try to think back. When has anyone truly ever loved me? You think. When no answers come to your mind, you come to a startling realization. My life has always been empty.
Shaking, you slowly rise to your feet, albeit unsteady and your knees almost give away but you catch yourself just in time. Wrenching open the door, you walk out of the room, your heart pounding as you make your way out the company’s back door.
You walk. How long you’ve walked, you’re not sure, since you smashed your watch last night but eventually your feet take you to a small park.
Forcing your feet to stop, you make your way inside the park and smile sadly as you catch sight of a small swing set. Once more, old memories rise to the surface and your brown eyes fill up with tears threatening to spill over. Slowly, you make your way over to the swing set and sit down. You swing your feet back and forth, trying to fly away. I want to fly away, you smile wistfully. Spread my wings and just fly away to a place where I can truly be loved for who I am.
Who am I?
You are Jay Park (Park Jaebeom), leader of 2PM.
But deep down, you will always be Jay Park (Park Jaebeom), a normal twenty-year old who just lives a different lives from what most of us live.