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I just got a call from my sister around 1 this morning... on the verge of commiting suicide. I don't know what I would do without her... she was crying soo hard that she couldn't speak... I talked her down as best I could... I think she'll be ok... she wasn't even going to call me- she only called to makesure her son would be taken care of... I t scares me to think I was that close to losing somone I ove far more that myself. Oh My God... how could things have gotten so askew !? how could we have lost touch that much that I don't even know her hurt... I wrote to say that I Love all of you... You never realize the impact you might have had on someone until its too late- alot of time... most times you'll never know. If you'll please respond to this in any form- let me know... that my trials are not in vain. Let me know that no matter how hard it gets you can rely on me... Let me know you care- at least an ounce for me... as I care about you. I can't get over that fact that I about lost my only friend- thats close to me in a blood related way- God... please help us ! I Love You all soo much... you have touched me in such a way that I won't forget you- not even for a moment !
A very scared and lost ,
Megan
A very scared and lost ,
Megan