maybe one day along the road of uncertainty, you will leave the trail of breadcrumbs

[freepaintstains]

Ever felt like you life had no purpose?
Yeah....that's pretty much summing
up what I feel right now.
Everything is piling up....I'm getting
angry at people who are so nice
and are so important to me
and mean everything
why!
I have no reason to be like this
nobody's died
nobody hates me
nobody cares much either
( not all of you....i know
some of you do )
\\
Since none of you know any of the people
at my school...and those that do, I trust you
implicitlety ( and i can't spell ).... Kathy,
if you are reading this in tech class, please
don't....i'm going to mention people's
names....and if anybody glances over, not like
i'd care, but it may freak people
out
\
So there's Stefan.....
why does he keep ignoring me?
I don't know if i still like
him...i don't think I do....but it
just makes no sense to me.
All boys are like this.
and i, personally, am so sick and
tired of it.
then there's Tino....
do i like him? i don't know...
i never see him....isn't he still
in love with Liv or something.
/
I really screw up everything.
and i don't want to anymore
i swear, what would I do if
Karrie was not here for me.
E> you more than anybody
//
fxck this hurts.
it hurts more than anything
//
Relationship with friends : A
Patience percentage: 95%
Love percentage: -10%
Current mood: bitter
Current food of the day: don't care
Current phase: Cinnabon lip balm