GAYNESS

[freemisoul]

So, This is going to be a bitchy entry. I don't want to go to CNU. Nope I really don't in fact I started crying about having to go there today. I do not want to go to that school. I'm sorry. It's a beautiful school woohooo I have a free education there plus 1,000$ a semester for board. But I DO NOT WANT TO GO THERE. I mean seriously I don't want to. I called up the admissions office at UCONN and the soonest I could get in there would be 2nd semester next year. But I don't see the point in going to CNU for a semester and getting to know people when I have this horrible feeling about it and really don't want to go there. Yeah so it's like the perfect school for me Marching band, sailing team, crew, 5-year education program. but NO I just don't want to go there. In fact I'm not even excited about college anymore. I mean I was in October when I found out about CNU but no I'm not anymore. I don't know what changed I think it has something to do with the fact that like a million forest park people are going there? I'm not really sure I just think the school is GREAT but not the one for me. I feel like it'd be a waste of time and money for me to go to CNU for just a semester... I think i might just go to NOVA and no i'm not kidding. I know a bunch of people are thinking your gay u have a place to go you should go. But on the other hand I'd much rather give someone else who doesn't have a spot at CNU and WANTS to go there that chance.

Okay so now that I am done complaing---
I'm going to Disney tomorrow... and Disney is amazing wooohooo I <3 Disney world. The trip is going to be amazing I just know it. I'm so excited about the trip it will ROCK!!!!! Anyway i'm starting to get sick and need to pack so I think I'm leaving because I want to pack so I can go to bed at like 8 and hopefully not get sick and even more hopefully be Alive Awake Alert Enthusiatic on the bus ride tomorrow. Well anyway good bye