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being blaaaaah is fun.. ive been sittin infront of the tv all day and i like it. relaxing is good. :)
i woke up this morning from an odd dream. i had a party at some place and i dont really know where it was lol and there was beer everywhere and my parents showed up and kicked me outa my house and for some reason my boss was there tellin me i was kicked outa my house lol? i have the WIERDEST dreams.. kinda like the time i had a dream and joe just kept repeating "im on acid" haha aawwww shit. i think i know what its like to trip out and shit cuz i think i trip out in my dreams haha
i felt bad for being such a bitch last night, i let my emotions get in my way. so i guess u know.. i feel like a fool. i dont want to make things harder for you, and i know i am. but what i went through last year is what im trying to protect myself from. im not gonna want what i cant have. we're still close tho and nothin can change that. my happy place, always.
more tv.. yaaaaaaay
i woke up this morning from an odd dream. i had a party at some place and i dont really know where it was lol and there was beer everywhere and my parents showed up and kicked me outa my house and for some reason my boss was there tellin me i was kicked outa my house lol? i have the WIERDEST dreams.. kinda like the time i had a dream and joe just kept repeating "im on acid" haha aawwww shit. i think i know what its like to trip out and shit cuz i think i trip out in my dreams haha
i felt bad for being such a bitch last night, i let my emotions get in my way. so i guess u know.. i feel like a fool. i dont want to make things harder for you, and i know i am. but what i went through last year is what im trying to protect myself from. im not gonna want what i cant have. we're still close tho and nothin can change that. my happy place, always.
more tv.. yaaaaaaay