Update: I invited the ex to my bday. He told me simply "Happy Birthday" when I saw him at work on my bday & it was pleasant. He then texted me later in the day, saying he probably "can't afford to go out but he really wants to see me (kiss me)." WTF am I suppossed to do with that?! What an asshole. Don't you dare try and play with my emotions, and on my birthday! I responded back and ignored that last part and told him "you'll make money this weekend, get 1 drink, maybe the birthday girl will even buy you one." ha.
Well, no one from my job really showed up, including him. It was me and my roommate and we had a great, fun night...it was actually exactly what I needed. But I haven't heard from the boy, and this weekend he went back to being "angry" and wouldn't even talk to me. hahahhah what the hell....why should I even try and be friendly?! I guess because that's the kind of person I am...but fuck it, I won't be trying for awhile. You go ahead with your crazy mood swings and angry, negative life...because you've already lost the person who would "make you smile." URGH.
WTF am I suppossed to do with that?! What an asshole. Don't you dare try and play with my emotions, and on my birthday! I responded back and ignored that last part and told him "you'll make money this weekend, get 1 drink, maybe the birthday girl will even buy you one." ha.
Well, no one from my job really showed up, including him. It was me and my roommate and we had a great, fun night...it was actually exactly what I needed.
But I haven't heard from the boy, and this weekend he went back to being "angry" and wouldn't even talk to me. hahahhah what the hell....why should I even try and be friendly?! I guess because that's the kind of person I am...but fuck it, I won't be trying for awhile. You go ahead with your crazy mood swings and angry, negative life...because you've already lost the person who would "make you smile."
URGH.
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