Oct 09, 2006 03:58
It sucks to be alone when you're hurting like this.
My kitty Tea-Tea is dying. I think I have to call the vet to put him to sleep tomorrow and it's killing me. (he has bad arthritus and asthema..and it's something I've been trying to treat for quite a few months..but it's been getting really bad since August...and he can't even walk with his back legs now and he's barely been eating at all.)
I hate seeing him like this. I hate this feeling. He's sitting RIGHT by my keyboard while I type this right now. Poor thing...he can't even get up and walk. This is the worse. He's been the greatest cat.
god...i hate talking in past tense.
I've called my mother to cry to countless times.
Isn't the boyfriend suppossed to be calling during this time to check in on me and see how Tea-Tea's doing?
It'd be nice....
I have a feeling this new boyfriend thing is not working out so well.
All I can really think about is my kitty.
I hate this.
*MEGAN*