hear me now
i don't swear. except that this shell may seem so empty, but longs to be filled time and time again.
and it may never be clear to me why or how one might accomplish this, other than through so much
prayer and so much searching. the harder you search and the more lost you become, the greater your
desperation and zeal become. I pretend like i'm going somewhere special and unique.
different than your destination. but really we all are dancing this same dance. left foot, right foot,
right foot. each trying to disguise his mistake and failures better than the other. yet with each mistake
i make and for every time i fall, i learn more of when is needed to make it right. oh please, oh please Lord,
help me. fill me. time and time again. i'm searching for the only thing i can't live without.
love. matt
and it may never be clear to me why or how one might accomplish this, other than through so much
prayer and so much searching. the harder you search and the more lost you become, the greater your
desperation and zeal become. I pretend like i'm going somewhere special and unique.
different than your destination. but really we all are dancing this same dance. left foot, right foot,
right foot. each trying to disguise his mistake and failures better than the other. yet with each mistake
i make and for every time i fall, i learn more of when is needed to make it right. oh please, oh please Lord,
help me. fill me. time and time again. i'm searching for the only thing i can't live without.
love. matt