the best things to say are not said at all

[freematt]

my car broke down on the way home. I had to push it a couple blocks to a parking lot. Walked a ways, called my dad, walked back, got it jumped, barely got it home and now am charging it, in hopes of it working for work in the morning. :fingers crossed: action such as this, makes it hard for one to sleep. -break-

i am nearing the end of my imaginary rope. The imaginary rope that leads to this figurative "end". I say this because everything seems to be a cycle and things will never be where I convince myself they need to be. -break-

I hate livejournal. Not really. I like the concept. I like the ease of posting and the ability to parade my thoughts and emotions to the world. But really all it does, is provide people an out for these "so-called" concepts and ideas that float in their head. They become words in a database at an address on a page on the "world wide web" and melt away into nothing, but that. Never to be spoken of or acted out. Rather, one has made their peace and can now move on to more "pressing issues" to abuse in the same way. people like myself. -break-

i will be getting a tattoo. i will be getting my ears pierced. -break-

"all things are lawful, but not all things are beneficial." - break -

"songs like this aren't meant to be heard." - break -