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i love smith, but...
i want to go to nyu.
i can't help it. i need to be in a city. and new york is my only home.
mostly i wish i would have chosen nyu first...instead of applying early decision to smith and being forced to say no to NYU, I wish I could have just started at the latter. then, i wouldn't know how wonderful the people at smith are, and feel regret about wanting to leave.
i don't know what to do. and it probably doesn't matter anyway because with my grades, there's no way they'd let me in again.
i want to go to nyu.
i can't help it. i need to be in a city. and new york is my only home.
mostly i wish i would have chosen nyu first...instead of applying early decision to smith and being forced to say no to NYU, I wish I could have just started at the latter. then, i wouldn't know how wonderful the people at smith are, and feel regret about wanting to leave.
i don't know what to do. and it probably doesn't matter anyway because with my grades, there's no way they'd let me in again.