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ok once again its been awhile.but yeah anyway..man i am an idiot..i read my last entry. i have the wierdest reaons to doing things..imma loser..but yeah anyway. life is ok right now...i am tryin to focus on grades right now..tryin to get the GPA up...89 is so not even cool..but yea its goin good.i can't believe the year is almost over..so quickly it went. i have a friend who is moving...
but i think i am afraid i will never be able to keep touch with her..i love her..shes awesome-o..i think about when i first met her..i figured she was one of those kind of people..you know the wierd punky kids..the ones i didn't know but thought were pretty cool cuz they seemed like they didn't care bout what people thought of them..i had never heard the word poser before so i thought they were all authentic..shes authentic..maybe not a punk but authentic none the less.she believes she is destined to be alone for her whole gosh darn life..but who is destined for that..i mean really..>COME ON!! i don't think she is..i believe she will be lead to what she deserves and it better be alot or else imma kick someones ass.lol. but yeah im hoping the best for her while tryin to do the same for myself. i am thinkin of moving right after i graduate..to austin..i would already have somewhere to live..for free..somewhat..so i can go to school but i don't know.imma try to get a scholarship or something.if not..i have no problem with goin to school here.well yeah everything else has been ok i guess..tryin to just keep on keepin on..its hard but what can you possibly accomplish by giving up?!?! figured i would throw in some of my photography..its not as good as some peoples but i love um..
but i think i am afraid i will never be able to keep touch with her..i love her..shes awesome-o..i think about when i first met her..i figured she was one of those kind of people..you know the wierd punky kids..the ones i didn't know but thought were pretty cool cuz they seemed like they didn't care bout what people thought of them..i had never heard the word poser before so i thought they were all authentic..shes authentic..maybe not a punk but authentic none the less.she believes she is destined to be alone for her whole gosh darn life..but who is destined for that..i mean really..>COME ON!! i don't think she is..i believe she will be lead to what she deserves and it better be alot or else imma kick someones ass.lol. but yeah im hoping the best for her while tryin to do the same for myself. i am thinkin of moving right after i graduate..to austin..i would already have somewhere to live..for free..somewhat..so i can go to school but i don't know.imma try to get a scholarship or something.if not..i have no problem with goin to school here.well yeah everything else has been ok i guess..tryin to just keep on keepin on..its hard but what can you possibly accomplish by giving up?!?! figured i would throw in some of my photography..its not as good as some peoples but i love um..