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wow i am crying and i don't know why.i can't remember the last time i cried for no reason.i'm sure there is one and i don't want to admit it but damn i just hate everything so much right now.i am so scared about om. and i only wanted one thing but thats not happening.and now i just feel like imma fall apart when they do tell me whats wrong.and i have a headache from hell and i don't feel like being here right now.i think everything is just hitting me right now i can barely see the screen.i have showed like no emotion towards all this crap until now.i guess it's just hitting me.great, it has to hit at the time i feel so fucking alone.