Serenity.
So, of course the Plattsburgh issue was resolved. I have been back at the college for almost a week now and the first week of this semesters classes are finished for me. I have an excellent room to stay with these most excellent people who I love. I feel at peace because the classes I'm taking are my absolute favorite and the work load is heavy but I understand it all and get through my work at a decent pace. What's even better are the two letters I've recieved from John. I know it sounds corny or overdone but reading what was in those letters made my week. Possibly more but because I know more letters are on their way, it's constantly making me ecstatic. I know there are random kinks to work out here in the Platts or whatever, like really organizing the room (if that can even happen, hahaha) or like letting certain people know that I realy do love and care about them, but I feel like everything is slowly falling into place so I'm just calm I guess. Writing, drawing, and so much dancing. Jackie is the only one who has ever seen my passion for dancing. I never really show anyone, but I was just letting go and it fels amazing to have someone KNOW as well as understand. She has not only made certain things in my life bearable but she has also given me so much in return. I can forsee the life friend thing. I've always heard thsat as one grows older, they don't lose friends really, they are just able to understand who their real friends and fits are. I know Jackie and Kelsey for sure, are two great friends and we all fit. Of course Miranda is in there and I still have some other older friends, but with Jackie and Kelsey and Miranda, I've never connected like this before. Christina and Liz too. It's absolutely crazy. I don't mind. I'm going to take it in stride and just keep on listening to and feeling and dancing to the music that is so much my soul and life.