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Well a terrible amount of newness has occured since I last posted and had been posting,
or whatever.
Life has been strangely fun.
Jason and I have seemed to resolve our crazy drama between us.
We have decided on the idea that we are just two jealous, sensitive people.
We spent Christmas break together.
I went home with him.
That was such a lovely time.
I'll never forget it.
I got to know him so much better.
I got to meet his family and all his friends.
I even got to wear his old football jersey, haha.
Who would have thought eh?
But we spent New Years Eve in Memphis with about 10,000 people.
We were going to get married on the ride back.
The ladies of the house and I went to a Porn Party.
I wore black lingerie.
I was the "Lonely Rich housewife".
Jason was the Porn director.
Steph was a "Snowboarding Porn Star".
Court was "After-Sex"
Bridget was a "Libarian"
Then the next weekend we girls hosted a "Red Hot Runway" Party for Court's bday.
Everyone was supposed to dress as models.
I made a Mugatu shirt.
But Jason and I have been inseperable since Xmas really.
Some fights here and there but that's just us.
Jason and I are seriously connected by the hip.
And now with the news of a baby,
It's gotten worse, haha.
I haven't been home for 5 days.
Roomies have been worried.
I've gone to the doctor twice.
One ultra sound.
Some pictures.
And I heard it's heartbeat.
I was worried and felt a great deal of guilt,
Because I've been pregnant since after Thanksgiving break,
And I didn't know...
And there has been a series of drunken drug induced nights since.
But the doctor said our baby is fine.
Which is a huge sigh of relief.
I think it's a boy.
I have found that being pregnant has brought me to be terribly moody.
And I cry and freak out at random things.
But it's normal, so I'm told.
Jason and I are just nervous right now about everything.
But I can't tell you how much it means that he is there for me.
And that he takes care of me.
My roommates are excited.
They want to host a baby shower.
-minus a keg.
Not sure about my birthday plans now.
I'm just dealing with school.
Dealing with how to tell my family.
Very stressful period of life.
I gained 4 pounds and the next doctors visit, I lost 1.
I don't know everything is just nuts right now.
or whatever.
Life has been strangely fun.
Jason and I have seemed to resolve our crazy drama between us.
We have decided on the idea that we are just two jealous, sensitive people.
We spent Christmas break together.
I went home with him.
That was such a lovely time.
I'll never forget it.
I got to know him so much better.
I got to meet his family and all his friends.
I even got to wear his old football jersey, haha.
Who would have thought eh?
But we spent New Years Eve in Memphis with about 10,000 people.
We were going to get married on the ride back.
The ladies of the house and I went to a Porn Party.
I wore black lingerie.
I was the "Lonely Rich housewife".
Jason was the Porn director.
Steph was a "Snowboarding Porn Star".
Court was "After-Sex"
Bridget was a "Libarian"
Then the next weekend we girls hosted a "Red Hot Runway" Party for Court's bday.
Everyone was supposed to dress as models.
I made a Mugatu shirt.
But Jason and I have been inseperable since Xmas really.
Some fights here and there but that's just us.
Jason and I are seriously connected by the hip.
And now with the news of a baby,
It's gotten worse, haha.
I haven't been home for 5 days.
Roomies have been worried.
I've gone to the doctor twice.
One ultra sound.
Some pictures.
And I heard it's heartbeat.
I was worried and felt a great deal of guilt,
Because I've been pregnant since after Thanksgiving break,
And I didn't know...
And there has been a series of drunken drug induced nights since.
But the doctor said our baby is fine.
Which is a huge sigh of relief.
I think it's a boy.
I have found that being pregnant has brought me to be terribly moody.
And I cry and freak out at random things.
But it's normal, so I'm told.
Jason and I are just nervous right now about everything.
But I can't tell you how much it means that he is there for me.
And that he takes care of me.
My roommates are excited.
They want to host a baby shower.
-minus a keg.
Not sure about my birthday plans now.
I'm just dealing with school.
Dealing with how to tell my family.
Very stressful period of life.
I gained 4 pounds and the next doctors visit, I lost 1.
I don't know everything is just nuts right now.