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how easy it is to take apart a house. to strip the curtains and the carpet, chizzle down the fingerprints to dust. before we bought this house, i had never been in a new house. when we came to visit, i was 8 years old. i layed down in my future closet. and breathed in big and deep because everything was so white and clean. // today i had to wake at 9 and discard every little trinket, article of clothing, and gum wrapper from my room. so. i transported everything to the bathroom and now the bathtub is even filled with my LIFE. i'm leavin here soon.