Jan 02, 2005 20:41
i havent updated in ahile due to the fact i dont have a computer at the moment but some things need to be said-
1- R.I.P Matt Mesa im not really going to get into it too much but enough said
2- katie bear-(penis) i never realized what a great friendship i was giving up when i stopped talking to you- i feel like ive made one of the biggest mistakes of my life and i really miss you. you are one of my best friends and probably one of maybe 3 people that actually listen to me and have advice for me and know about my life. your a true friend and i cant believe im starting to notice this now. i hope we can stay as close as we used to be back in the good ol' days(8th grade-Mr Z!) lol i miss you sooo much and i cant wait to see you after break!
and last.. I HATE LIERS! with a passion! i cant help but get sucked into guys with a reputation of an asshole- i dont know for some reason i think they are going to change and when they say that they think im awsome and they like talking to me and want to get to know me better.. i believe them. SHAME ON ME!
Christmas was not christmas this year. if you constitute spending it in a hotel with a lamp as a tree you are mistaken.
New years.. i dont remember so dont bother asking-the only thing i hear are stories and im totally embarassed for acting the way i did and showing such irresponsibility.
class schedule:
1- Rios- AP Psychology
2-Cox
3-Beck-Geometry
4-English- Espinosa anyone in my classes?
i miss all my friends- i dont have a life anymore its revolved around soccer this and soccer that and my parents i need a break since my winter break wasnt really a break!
i think im done bitching for the night. ttyl X.o.X.o MEL