Is Kibum needed in SJ? (Part 2)
Ugh, being a Kibum fan right now is SUCH an emotional roller coaster! Heechul just tweeted a picture of Kibum, like, 4 hours ago. And it already has over 1500 comments, most of them saying how the fans miss him. Of course, I miss him. He's my bias out of 13 members. But I noticed...Leeteuk biases, Eunhyuk biases, Donghae biases, Hangeng biases, etc. It seems an assortment of ELF were commenting. So I feel...Kibum has a place in Super Junior that is now empty. I'm not sure what that place is. Heechul's other friend besides Donghae, Kangin and Hangeng? The killer smile guy? The handsome guy? What's his place? Haven't figured that out. But he's missed a lot.
I think...the hate is almost completely gone. I think everyone just misses him now. I could be wrong. I probably am.
But...there's mostly love and missing now.
I'm still not convinced he'll come back. But I feel he should. I think...the fans would like that. No, I'm sure they would.
I'm...when I saw the picture, I was glad and happy. I was so happy that Heechul had seen Kibum, had bothered to take a picture, and was (evidently) allowed to share it on Twitter. I was ecstatic for, like, two seconds.
But then I also felt sad, I think, for myself. Because it's been so long since I've seen Kibum, and I've been at the mercy of random fan spottings for a long time. And Heechul can just visit and take a picture and it means so much. And...part of me just feels weary of waiting. And missing. How happy I was reminded me of how much missing and sadness I've gone through. So now I'm almost in a depressed mood. I'm too full of opposite emotions.
I want Kibum to come back! I want to stop missing him so much! Ugh!
Alright, I'm done. Just needed to get this out somewhere.
Edit (a few hours later): I love Kibum. Really, I do. And I'm happy now, very happy to have a new picture. And who knows what they future may bring? He just may come back. :)
I think...the hate is almost completely gone. I think everyone just misses him now. I could be wrong. I probably am.
But...there's mostly love and missing now.
I'm still not convinced he'll come back. But I feel he should. I think...the fans would like that. No, I'm sure they would.
I'm...when I saw the picture, I was glad and happy. I was so happy that Heechul had seen Kibum, had bothered to take a picture, and was (evidently) allowed to share it on Twitter. I was ecstatic for, like, two seconds.
But then I also felt sad, I think, for myself. Because it's been so long since I've seen Kibum, and I've been at the mercy of random fan spottings for a long time. And Heechul can just visit and take a picture and it means so much. And...part of me just feels weary of waiting. And missing. How happy I was reminded me of how much missing and sadness I've gone through. So now I'm almost in a depressed mood. I'm too full of opposite emotions.
I want Kibum to come back! I want to stop missing him so much! Ugh!
Alright, I'm done. Just needed to get this out somewhere.
Edit (a few hours later): I love Kibum. Really, I do. And I'm happy now, very happy to have a new picture. And who knows what they future may bring? He just may come back. :)