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Oct 07, 2006 01:56

my parents are putting our house up for sale sooner than I thought. 500k.
someone buy it so I can move in with you. I'm serious.
I'm still really sick. its annoying.
I'm keeping a journal now. I write entirely too much. yesterday I wrote 9 pages and today I think I'm on page 7.
I like too many boys. 3 now. two actually like me though, and I'm kindof doubting one of those because Kara is so much better than me.
the other one lives in Daphne, AL but I'm not giving any names just yet. not until I'm possitive I actually dig him. you know how I am.
this wigger in school reminds me of Salvatore. and yes, I was checking him out. A WIGGER.
I'm trying to lose weight, but instead Ive gained at least 3 pounds. HELLO LOVEHANDLES!
I hope I start my period soon. I'm still worried.
I miss Tyler & Deidre.
& Chelsea Schiek, Scott, Coffey, Cardiac, Logan, Lisa, Dani.
&& Casey Lee, Tyler Reed (I KNOW,RIGHT?), Aaron Gibbs, Tyler Anderson, Quintin, & even Warren.
& Mac, John, Chris Scott, Jason Mcgowen, & John Mckenzieee.

thats a lot of people to miss. I want my friends and family to live closer and shit.

Kyle's friend died the night before last.I was crying about it for some reason. I dont want him to hurt. no matter how bad he hurts me.

& I realized today Im an alcoholic. one of my biggest fears.

I dont want to move. my life sucks enough already.
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