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I am over him. really this time. I didn't necessarily have a good weekend, but I realized how good of friends I really have. it doesn't even matter if they live in a different city or state, or if they don't even consider me a friend at all. I just felt so loved all weekend, and I appreciate that feeling.
I finally started shooting my camera, but I think I fucked up the film again. which is very disappointing, since I got some pretty good shots. oh well, I'll figure it out.
my mom found my empty bottle of vodka. I can't believe she searched my room while I was gone. I mean, I would never have expected that. just, wow.
I thought about quitting drinking, but what else could I do on the weekends? my life is so boring. I need excitement.
thursday is heavyheavylowlow. I hope I can go.
I don't think I can afford a ticket for converge. this disappoints me so much that I literally cried in the car on the way home from charlotte's today. I've been so excited about this, and now I can't even go. maybe I will go and just sit outside like a dumbass. :/
I finally started shooting my camera, but I think I fucked up the film again. which is very disappointing, since I got some pretty good shots. oh well, I'll figure it out.
my mom found my empty bottle of vodka. I can't believe she searched my room while I was gone. I mean, I would never have expected that. just, wow.
I thought about quitting drinking, but what else could I do on the weekends? my life is so boring. I need excitement.
thursday is heavyheavylowlow. I hope I can go.
I don't think I can afford a ticket for converge. this disappoints me so much that I literally cried in the car on the way home from charlotte's today. I've been so excited about this, and now I can't even go. maybe I will go and just sit outside like a dumbass. :/