SHYt
Okay well prom was alright. I guess. I missed Branden alot though. I couldnt handle being there so long without him. I have been working my ass off. I am so tired. I am also going through a really really bad down with my depression right now. Worse than ever before. Crazy shyt keeps happening that isnt really happening. I dont know how to explain it. I hate being bi~polar. Dammit! O well. I have been trying to spend as much time with Branden as possible. I love him more than ever. It is crazy. He gave me this necklace for v~day that his jamaican friend gave him and his jamaican friend told him that Branden had to give it to the girl he loved and she would love him forever and ever since then I have been like obsessed with Branden. I cant stop thinking about him. I cry everytime I even think about us breaking up again. It is unreal. I have never NEVER been so in love with anyone before. I mean I have always loved Branden but not this much. I cannot stop thinking about him. I really feel like I NEED him. I have never felt so strongly for someone before. Damn, this has to be boring. So yea, I was at work and I got out earlya nd then I had left my lights ona nd my batterie was dead so I had to wait for my dad to come charge my batterie. SHYTY! Any ways, Gotta run!