Dec 06, 2005 12:59
my world has been rocked. I have finally been put in my place, which is amazing considering all my life I have never really listened to people when they told me what was wrong with me, because I didn't think anything was. I mean yes I am a little unreasonable at times and a little rash all the time but still all around not the worst person in the world to be around. so let me start from the beginning. my significant other and I were having a little bit of a tif, well I guess it was larger then that considering we were border line murderers but anyway he told me about how I expect perfection. I was shocked! Me, the most imperfect person on the face of the planet, expecting perfection from him, pshh. It can't be I thought to myself, I've never been like that. so I allowed it to go in one ear and out the other, then one day I was doing a little reading and suddenly there it was back in my head again. Was he right? did I expect perfection from everyone else when I myself was so very imperfect? It would explain a lot. It would explain the fact that I was never able to keep many friends for more then a year, or why I couldn't be in a lasting relationship to save my life. I discovered that infact maybe I had watched too many movies....
naaah.