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so josh is home...and can I tell you that it's about damn time. I was so nervous about seeing him and talking to him and just being around him in general because I have no idea what he had to do or how he was reacting to everything. It turns out I had nothing to worry about, sure he can switch moods in a heartbeat and I can do nothing to cheer him up but I figure things will get better with time and when he's ready to talk he will. We have been having a lot of fun whether it be hanging out with his family or watching movies or just sitting on his bed staring at the wall its good. I looked at him the other day when he was telling me another one of his pointless jokes and told him that I had no idea how we had made it, how I had made it without him for so long, but we did, I did and it was worth it, I'll never regret anything because everyday I am learning.