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so.. yeah. didnt end up going to coronation. not that bummed about it though. via & fields got platinum. in your face tom. geez. but yeah, i hurt. a lot. #5 of the foot fracture family. happy birthday... ugh. it hurt so fucking bad. i was walking on my heel. but when i was around lisa or jen, i just walked normally, cuz i didnt want them to flip out on me. but holy fuck. when i did a leap, i looked at the bottom of my foot, and the place where it is ... okay. you know when you push on your skin, and it kinda turns white for a few seconds? well yeah... this was like, albino white, and it wasnt fading. gross. and when i saw that ... i knew the truth. and i wanted to throw up. thats 3 now in my right foot. i'll be in a boot by the end of the year. i'll bet you ten bucks. ugh..
and when it comes to my friends. i'm satisfied. but with people... that i think are my friends. but they're more like people of my social class. its more confusing, and more frustrating. like, i thought i was re-gaining a friendship with someone that i hadnt talked to in a really long time, and it was cool for awhile.. but lately, it seems like theyre cool with me, but they just arent that interested in talking to me. and i wish i was closer to these people. like, the ones that go on those crazy adventures, and always seem like they're having so much fun with each other. its like, i wish i had something like that..
"whats up with you today?" .... "whats up with today today?"
and when it comes to my friends. i'm satisfied. but with people... that i think are my friends. but they're more like people of my social class. its more confusing, and more frustrating. like, i thought i was re-gaining a friendship with someone that i hadnt talked to in a really long time, and it was cool for awhile.. but lately, it seems like theyre cool with me, but they just arent that interested in talking to me. and i wish i was closer to these people. like, the ones that go on those crazy adventures, and always seem like they're having so much fun with each other. its like, i wish i had something like that..
"whats up with you today?" .... "whats up with today today?"