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[freefallenangel]

Ugh, messy fight last night, that I do not particularly want to get into or remember, but I suppose I cannot help it. Oh well. Lynn's entry is expectedly biased, but whatever. I just broke down a bit when I spoke to Ellie bout it ... and she was as always supportive. I love that girl, I swear

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[bloodyaftertast]

By the way i never said the opposite to any of those things that ellie said besides the last. I know you are wonderful and you can help and all that stuff, I even said last night that you can be so helpful sometimes, but maybe you don't realize it but you can hurt also. ya my entry may have been biased or hurtful, but when I started writing it we weren't fighting and I was already in a bad mood and you set me off and I had to get a lot of my chest. I just wanted not to fight and to move on and you wouldn't let me giving me the opening. I'm sorry for what happened last night and hurtful things that I said. I hate fighting with you and I hate how this always turns into this person is wrong or the other instead of both pointing out our flaws. Ya I could have just gotten tritian, its not that hard, but you need to see the other side to and respect what i want to dom too. You and ellie or anyone else can always say that none of this is your fault but if that was true and it was always my fault you wouldn't be still talking to me and the same goes for me. We are both strong biased people who don't want to bend and we clash heads a lot. I know your not a bad person and I'm sure you think the same of me, but we need a better way to deal with this or we are both gonna think that the other is bad.